1. Wow new blog.
2. Friday na wala pa rin kaming topic for our thesis, take note, sa monday na ang pasahan ng thesis proposal and still conditional pa rin ang topic namin. We already proposed more than 5 topics, and all were rejected, but this time, this conditional topic about livertonic preparations, sana maapprove na. On our Pharmacology laboratory naman, experimental animals(mice) were already delivered and we are supposed to have our experiment tomorrow but our professor/dean postponed the said experiment and to conduct it next next week after our prelim exams. I and my other groupmate will have to go to school to check on the animals (give them food and change their beddings. wow deluxe!). On the other side, Pharmacology lecture's pa-TOXIC ng pa-TOXIC, although i enjoyed the discussions on Pathophysiology of cardiovascular diseases, nahihirapan pa din akong magcope pag napunta na sa mechanism of actions ng bawat drugs. Full force na masyado, nakakastressed out.
3. I was about to sleep and suddenly realized something that made me feel sad and afraid. I suddenly thought of DEATH. There were so many "what if's?" na naipon sa ulo ko. Nalungkot ako kasi, I realized that there is no permanent in this world, all were temporary and limited. Na sa ngayon kapag may namatay, iiyakan mo, pero dadating yung oras na ikaw naman ang iiyakan. It's just really hard to think that ikaw mismo, may oras na tumatakbo, hindi mo alam kung kelan pero wala kang ligtas, doon lang din ang punta. Then I was also thinking of: *What if pag pasok mo ng heaven (if there's a real one), kilala ka pa kaya ng parents mo o kung sino mang nauna sayo? Parang ang hirap isipin na "mahal ko to dati, mahal ako nito dati, pero ngayon hindi na ako kilala". Well sana naman, walang dementia or alzheimer's yung mga nauna na para sama-sama pa din. (sigh) this really bothers me.
And this ends my friday. stressed. thoughts of sadness.
*Belated Happy Birthday pala Uncle Esting (i hope you're fine UP THERE. we miss you)
mood: anxious
sounds: Get here-Oleta Adams
2. Friday na wala pa rin kaming topic for our thesis, take note, sa monday na ang pasahan ng thesis proposal and still conditional pa rin ang topic namin. We already proposed more than 5 topics, and all were rejected, but this time, this conditional topic about livertonic preparations, sana maapprove na. On our Pharmacology laboratory naman, experimental animals(mice) were already delivered and we are supposed to have our experiment tomorrow but our professor/dean postponed the said experiment and to conduct it next next week after our prelim exams. I and my other groupmate will have to go to school to check on the animals (give them food and change their beddings. wow deluxe!). On the other side, Pharmacology lecture's pa-TOXIC ng pa-TOXIC, although i enjoyed the discussions on Pathophysiology of cardiovascular diseases, nahihirapan pa din akong magcope pag napunta na sa mechanism of actions ng bawat drugs. Full force na masyado, nakakastressed out.
3. I was about to sleep and suddenly realized something that made me feel sad and afraid. I suddenly thought of DEATH. There were so many "what if's?" na naipon sa ulo ko. Nalungkot ako kasi, I realized that there is no permanent in this world, all were temporary and limited. Na sa ngayon kapag may namatay, iiyakan mo, pero dadating yung oras na ikaw naman ang iiyakan. It's just really hard to think that ikaw mismo, may oras na tumatakbo, hindi mo alam kung kelan pero wala kang ligtas, doon lang din ang punta. Then I was also thinking of: *What if pag pasok mo ng heaven (if there's a real one), kilala ka pa kaya ng parents mo o kung sino mang nauna sayo? Parang ang hirap isipin na "mahal ko to dati, mahal ako nito dati, pero ngayon hindi na ako kilala". Well sana naman, walang dementia or alzheimer's yung mga nauna na para sama-sama pa din. (sigh) this really bothers me.
And this ends my friday. stressed. thoughts of sadness.
*Belated Happy Birthday pala Uncle Esting (i hope you're fine UP THERE. we miss you)
mood: anxious
sounds: Get here-Oleta Adams
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